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Ugh, I've been kinda inactive lately (I'm sorry) I'm just really busy with school, I didn't do anything up and it's starting to show in my grades.
Besides that there's also some trouble with my boyfriend... or well it's more that he did something stupid and I just don't know if I should be angry or just let it go. I mean I can't stay angry forever, but the fact is that I trusted him and he lied to me for like 2 months.
I don't even know anymore.
Sometimes I just want to take a break from everything.
I'm considering to take a break. Maybe just for a couple of days no contact with my bf, so I can get some rest, and so I can make up my mind.
Everything sucks...
Ugh, I feel so bad atm.. everything I do all day long is sobbing and overthinking.
Because I had another fight with my mother , because she's a fucking rasicst and because she really seems to hate me, and after that fight I've decided to live with my dad... I considerd to go live with her again, but after this I just.. I don't even know,, I just want to slap her in her face. Stupid b*tch.
I mean, she told me she didn't like my boyfriend since he doesn't talk that much, but whenever my little sister has a white boyfriend that's quiet, there's no problem. She actually once told me if I got into a relationship with a foreigner, she'd make me b
Stuff
So yeah, again it's been quite a while since I was really active on dA... I'm really sorry for my absence (although probably no one really noticed)
And again some stuff went wrong between me and my mom and I just don't now what to do... I could go and life somewhere else (somewhere not to far away, so I can still attend this school and stay close to my bf and bff) or should I stay with my mom and just bear with this situation till I'm 18 and get the fuck away so I can study (and life on my own, working my but of and stuff-- I mean, yeah just living alone - or with someone idk-)
I really don't know what to do...
So after the complaining.. n
ABC about Me
ABC MEME STOLEN FROM ~houteian (https://www.deviantart.com/houteian)
ABC About You Questions
A - AVAILABILITY: taken I guess...
B - BIRTHDAY: April 1st
C - CRUSHING ON: obviously my boyfriend //rolls
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Water
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: :iconshuiniu: and my bf of course
F - FAVORITE SONG: Lucifer
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Worms.
H - HOMETOWN: Some place in the Netherlands called 'Haarlem'
I - IN LOVE WITH: again... my boyfriend obv
K - KILLED SOMEONE: No, eventhough I'd love to kill so people-- I mean nope...
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Going to Berlin with school (if that counts)
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Vanilla
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 lit
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